Tumblr!!! It’s been a long time since I spent time with my homie G slice that listens to my feelings. Tumblr can you explain to me why people can be so fake and selfish sometimes? I’m not perfect and not close to it but I put my heart on the table for them and they stab it with a knife of selfishness. I guess it’s true what they say. This life is lonely stick close to the father and keep your closest people next to you and forget about everyone else. It’s funny because people say one thing and act upon another. But I guess I set myself up for this and I didn’t listen to the advice of the father. But just so you know from this day on I learn from my mistakes! Have a great night! Gb fam!
Why is it that God has made me so loving and caring? Why is it that no matter what people do or say to me i’m always there for them and I never turn my back on them. Why is it that I put my heart into man and open up to man when i know I’m going to get hurt. I’ve gotten to a point in time where I’m tired of caring for people when all they do is worry about themselves and have sarcastic comments. God continue to mold me please.. Continue to change me and I pray that you strengthen me so that man won’t harden my heart. Thank you lord. Be blessed
Dear tumblr.. I’ve just been touched by the father like never before.. You see pastor David said it last friday we don’t need a service to be touched by the father but you can do it in your very room.. As I got home from playing football with the guys I went to take a shower and as I was jumping in I put on some music. Now mind you it was dirty little secret by all american rejects.. So I jumped in the shower and as I began to rock out all of a sudden the music stops and I take a peek at my room and mind you NO ONE was home. I found it weird but continued showering and worship began to play. This has never happened to me so I felt that the lord wanted to spend time with me. It touched me that it took him to put worship on for me to spend time with him. With no delay after showering I put clothes on and shut myself in my room with the lights off and worship playing. Remember people it’s 11 at night but I didn’t care. I came to realize that this was actually the first time in a VERY LONG time that I worshipped at home. I had a great time with the father and i felt him moving through me and that feeling of lonelyness I’ve been feeling lately he told me no more. I was listening to tear down the walls and the part that touched me was when he said ” for all the sons and daughters, who are walking in the darkness, calling us to lead them back to you.” lord you ask and I shall do so. There going to come back hungry for you in the mighty name of Jesus. Thank you lord. You truly are amazing. Gb
Dear tumblr.. Why is it that people never do what you expect them to do. Why is it that when you expect them to do one thing they do another. Who ever said life was easy right? Well it’s not and I’ve realized it. I’ve realized to not put so much into people when you don’t get anything in return. Ive realized why waiste time on people that there natural instinct is to think about themselves when we have te father who only cares about us and we seem to forget about him. One thing I’ve learned is expect the unexpected. Gb
Getting closer to the father
As I was worshipping I began to think. Man te end times are near. While many of us are in our ” comfort ” zone and we think were ok because we go to Friday night service and Sunday service and when we sin if we repent it’s all good. Some of us are even distracted by the acts of the enemy and are not realizing that the end time is near. That’s not even the point of this blog the point I was trying to get to is that tonight as I was worshipping the lord convicted me and asked me ” why don’t you read your bible my son, for the answers you seek you will find in my word. ” but it’s not even that I don’t find the answers to MY questions.. What hurts is the fear of someone needing an answer from me to come to God and I fail the father because I didn’t read my bible and seek his answer. Our church today is so distracted by what dinomination are you or do you believe in pre-destination.. Oh that opened your eyes.. We are so focused on what WE want that we lose focus on the FATHER. How about these questions? Do you believe in God? Do you care more about what YOU want more then what the father wants? How about we stop being so selfish and think about the one that sent his son unselfishly to die on the cross for people that would later on deny him?! I don’t know about you but that bothers me that I can e so selfish to put myself and my desires before the fathers…. Father forgive me… Another point that came to me is that pastor in doral that convinces in other words brain washes humans to believe he is Christ and now the anti Christ? I ask my self how can people be so easily influenced and be brain washed so easily. And the lord told me tonight.. ” it’s because they don’t read an follow my word my son. ” forgive us all.. Gb fam!
Re-Tards
As I was watching sportscenter I realized that so many people try and become athletes and very few make it. But out of the very few that make it alot of them ruin there careers. It’s frustrating because so many people have there dreams crushed and not by a better ” athlete ” but for someone who is going to ruin there life to do stupidity. It is so frustrating how people would die to be in there positions not only making millions to “work” but to do what they love and make millions. They have a great life and what do they do? Go and get drunk and kill someone, go to the club and start fights and shoot themselves, and all that nonsense. I love Michael vick. But what he did was one of the most idiotic moves ever! Like if he wasn’t making enough money! Like he couldn’t pay the morgage on his house? Come on people open your eyes. I guess it’s true what they say money isn’t everything and it sure can’t bring you happiness.. But what these people need is Jesus. But if Jesus could forgive them why can’t we? Forgive us father for our cowardly acts. Gb fam!
Ignorance..
Hey tumbler I’m new to this so don’t get upset if I’m not as good at using you as these other people are.. Lol. But you see I was here thinking about stuff when the lord put something into my mind.. Why is it that we hav the ignorance to leave the father stranded and have the ignorance to leave our actual creater? The person who created us and who put our life together we have the ignorance to leave him and go to enjoy the things of his enemy? The first person who betrayed him.. Satan himself? It’s funny how God can donwhatever he likes and he chooses to be by our sides every hour of the day. It’s funny how we leave him stranded and screw him over but he decides to have mercy on us and forgive us and STILL decides to keep us from danger? I just ask you lord to forgive us of our ignorance and disobedience and that one day we may be able to meet your quota for us humans. Thank you Father for this word you imparted in my life. Gb
